not going away...

It happened only two days ago. I can't even sleep sometimes, and everywhere I look, I'm reminded of how much I love that person...I've never hurt this bad before in my life, and I just want the pain to go away so i can be happy again...

I feel like im walking around with a big hole in me all day. My chest feels heavy and i have to stop myself from thinking about that person and how much I'll miss them. Its a constant struggle to keep busy until I go home. Maybe then I'll feel better. At least parents give unconditional love.

Ohh...and

BTW I'm going home on Wednesday (tomorrow) so no exciting posts about japan for 5 weeks, maybe just some describing my love of greasy American food??

The great void

I haven't posted in a LOONNNG time, sorry!

I did finish all my papers, one of them happened to be 14 pages long, and i also got one of the best scores on that one (A-) The other two were 12 pages and 7 pages, respectively *cough*

Anyway, after the papers my life became dramatic with some dating problems, and I'm now recovering from an emotional train wreck...it's incredibly painful, even now.

and if there is any way to go from negative to positive thinking better, please tell me but...

Here are some pictures that give an idea of the more 'fun' things i did in Sapporo over the past couple months:

http://wisc.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2347749&l=10367&id=8630626